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When black cats prowl,



And pumpkins gleam,



May luck be yours this Halloween.





I ought to go trick-treating for some spooky delights tonight.


Am literally a walking zombie now after all.


Time to get into the "spirits" of things (pardon the pun)..
Let's eat, drink and be scary!


@ @
^^^^

Can you reminiscence about something that didn't happen?


It keeps ringing in my head,
And I can't drown it out.




Maybe it's because you don't want to, Mac.
Or rather, you won't allow it to.




Argh..
Now I even have an imaginary friend.
Dammit.


Must be the effects of the ventolin.
It gotta be.


I need a hug..
A really tight hug.





Feeling a little under the weather.
Sigh.
Not again...
And with the deadline in a week?
Tsk.




*loads up on ventolin*

"You can complain that roses have thorns.
Or you can rejoice that thorns have roses."







I will opt to be a thorn.


Because happiness is a conscious choice.
It is not an automated response.
Anymore.




=)

I used to think as long as those around me are happy,
I will be too.
And it was all that matters.
But I've catched on that this shouldn't be the way.
I first have to be happy myself.


Because if I can't be happy myself,
how can I bring happiness to the people I love?


It's time to right this wrong.


Meet the new precept in my life:


Germac is now a proud ambassador of





She has only two kinds of days - happy,
and hysterically happy.

You may not be able to pull me up,
But I know you'll still try all means not to let me fall.


Have not laughed this heartily for as long as I could remember.

Thank you so much. *hugz*







The old smiley macky will be back.
Soon enough.

Into each life, a little rain must fall.
But there's always a silver lining.
If not, better.
A rainbow.




And it is getting brighter.
Slowly, but definitely.






"Blind"


I was young
But I wasn't naive
I watched helpless
As he turned around to leave
And still I have the pain I have to carry
A past so deep that even you could not bury if you tried


After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go


I would fall asleep
Only in hopes of dreaming
That everything would be like it was before
But nights like this
It seems are slowly fleeting
They disappear as reality is crashing to the floor


After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go


After all this, why
Would you ever wanna leave it
Maybe you could not believe it
That my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you will ever know
A part of me died when I let you go




That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know


I've found out a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you


I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
That's why I need you to hear


I've found out a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you


I've found out a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you






The reason is you.

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